Waiting in silence

Here is something I would like to be posted, I wrote it for my fiancee. If you think it is too graphic thats fine but its from the heart and its truthful.

Waiting in silence

The eyes were tired and the heart was worn,
The body was hungry and the mind was torn.
Bitten nails and clenched teeth,
A warm and aching feeling rising from underneath.
Thus the state of my position when you are not with me,
How can this extreme feeling of loneliness and sadness possibly be.
The one I gave my heart to and who refuses to give it back,
Leaves me yearning for you and its more than your body I lack,
I need your arms around me; I need you here with me,
To show me that this world isn't as horrible as it seems,
To tell me that it's okay to believe that something is meant to be.
That there is truth in love and in the romance of your words
With the love and passion that grows inside of me pushing onwards.
To reinstate and express every feeling, touch and promise told,
Before my eyes fill up with water and my lips turn cold.

You told me today that you would leave me,
Battle foreign lands, thousands away from me.
Away from my heart, my hugs, kisses and tears,
At least I know in my heart you won't be away from my prayers.
I miss you terribly and I curse the day you will leave me,
I can't stand this sorrow inside just killing me.
I don't want my heart life's in danger, I don't want my lover, my everything in danger.
So, broken with tears I'll watch you go,
Leave my side with a dozen kisses good bye
But I will be here when you return,
Waiting in silence and hopes because for you my heart burns.

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